G R A T E F U L

Embrace your Destiny and walk in his grace - he is your strength when you are weak, he lifts you up when you can't reach.....

That's all that I am.....God is awesome - he has given me this tremendous relief just this morning, I am a changed person, once again..... - Thank you, thank you, thank you, daddy, I am amazed at the level of peace that's flowing through me, as I write these words.... - think about the change for a moment, yesterday I wanted to scream and hide in my hole for a while, if not forever.....

My circumstances are still the same - the iPhone is still screwed up, the weekend is still going to be hard, and the next few weeks will still be busy....but it doesn't matter - I am at peace!!! God has made me see, that he is in Control and that he will provide for every single need of mine - and he also has given me assurance, that he is working in the background to give me my heart's desire!!! I am blown away at such deep love - my shoulders are still hurting from all the stress of the last weeks, but I am positive that this will go away swiftly.

Seeing, how he has strategically placed people around me, to make the load of living bearable - and how he is teaching me, to run to him, when I have to, when I feel weak and when all I want to do is curl up, and be pampered......so far that hasn't been provided a lot, but something tells me, that this is about to change.......I know that I am well on the way to receive my destiny......

You know, looking around me, I often wondered, why is it, that others seem to reach their goals much faster than me..... - well, just this morning, God revealed to me, that had he given me the things I wanted so badly any earlier, I would not have had the full benefit of all that he taught me.....I needed to learn to preservere, despite, whenever I would almost be able to touch my dream to come true, that things would not come through.....but this was, to make sure, that I would not make the dream, the person, or the circumstances my God, but he would always and forever be my source of strength.......

I get it now, daddy, and I love you even more for it - thank you for being so patient with me, and for trusting me so fully, that I would never ever give up.....that I would continue to press forward. Thank you!!! I am giving him all the glory - he created me that way.....he had and still has a purpose for me, and he knew, without a shadow of a doubt, that I would not cave in......he has always seen my full potential and not my flaws and failures - I can assure you, there is many.....

He believed in me, and I could rise to the challenge, because he lives in me - without him, in my own little strength, I couldn't have done it.....thank you, Jesus (aka #loverofmysoul) - you are the absolute greatest beloved, lover and friend!!! I can't wait to meet you face to face......here or there - your timing is right for me.......always and forever, you are in each and everyone around me, and you have shown me how much you love me......I will forever trust you.

Amen - faithfully yours in Christ forever