He is always right there with you.....

Embrace your destiny and walk in his grace - he is your strength when you are weak, he lifts you up when you can't reach.....

Hello my friends, some of you know, that I had surgery on my eye just two days ago - I had to remove a lesion on my right eye - it was a basal cell carcinoma......thankfully it's out now - and I wasn't  worried or scared, just a tad apprehensive about the procedure....but once I was in there, all was good. This was the very first time, I was conscious through surgery, mind you, it's only been the 2nd surgery, and the first one was 38 years ago, when I got my appendix out. Honestly I would much rather do it like it was this time again, as when they knock you out, the aftermath is so much worse - this time I could talk with the doctor and I didn't hurt, so all is good.

Actually through the entire procedure, I felt the presence of God there with me....I knew that he was in control and that he was the one holding my hand and that he also made sure, that the surgery went well and that all would be well afterwards. This was the very first time, too, that I completely rested in his care, knowing that nothing could harm me, and that he would make sure that all was going to be fine.

Now I am looking forward to an amazing summer, trusting that again, my sweet daddy in heaven will keep me safe and out of harm's way - when he is on your side, nothing is ever going to throw you off balance again. I shall be praising his name forever - and I know, that the intervention on my eye will again work for the best of me. As a friend of mine put it, I am sure that you will see life even better than before, now - and I believe that, too.....as this tumor has impacted my vision, just by being there, I shall now be seeing clearer and maybe even brighter colours - I will keep you posted.

I believe in all things that happen to you, good or bad, God has a plan or allows it, to further his plan for your life - and everything will bring you closer to your destiny. Please, my friends, never get discouraged, even if a diagnosis is bad and devastating, God can turn this around for your good - whatever the ailment is, he is in control and at the end of the day, when all is said and done, you will come out stronger on the other side. Don't ever believe the snare of the world/the enemy, as God truly is bigger than any of your problems, and in Christ we have victory - A L W A Y S!!!

I am absolutely positive about that, you know, how often in the past I could have given up hope concerning my health - as my childhood was plastered with sick moments, where I at times would even consider it gain, if God just took me home - but he had other plans, and today I am more healthy than ever before - and now this pathological growth has been removed and I am sure, that will have an impact as to how I see the life around me (circumstances, people and all) - stay tuned for the next post.

I love y'all tremendously - praying for you, that you would also consider any challenge in your life a blessing in disguise, a way for God to show you his supremacy and make you see, that he is in control and that he is working for your best yet to come at any given moment.

Hallelujah - #godissooogood :)

G R A T E F U L

Embrace your Destiny and walk in his grace - he is your strength when you are weak, he lifts you up when you can't reach.....

That's all that I am.....God is awesome - he has given me this tremendous relief just this morning, I am a changed person, once again..... - Thank you, thank you, thank you, daddy, I am amazed at the level of peace that's flowing through me, as I write these words.... - think about the change for a moment, yesterday I wanted to scream and hide in my hole for a while, if not forever.....

My circumstances are still the same - the iPhone is still screwed up, the weekend is still going to be hard, and the next few weeks will still be busy....but it doesn't matter - I am at peace!!! God has made me see, that he is in Control and that he will provide for every single need of mine - and he also has given me assurance, that he is working in the background to give me my heart's desire!!! I am blown away at such deep love - my shoulders are still hurting from all the stress of the last weeks, but I am positive that this will go away swiftly.

Seeing, how he has strategically placed people around me, to make the load of living bearable - and how he is teaching me, to run to him, when I have to, when I feel weak and when all I want to do is curl up, and be pampered......so far that hasn't been provided a lot, but something tells me, that this is about to change.......I know that I am well on the way to receive my destiny......

You know, looking around me, I often wondered, why is it, that others seem to reach their goals much faster than me..... - well, just this morning, God revealed to me, that had he given me the things I wanted so badly any earlier, I would not have had the full benefit of all that he taught me.....I needed to learn to preservere, despite, whenever I would almost be able to touch my dream to come true, that things would not come through.....but this was, to make sure, that I would not make the dream, the person, or the circumstances my God, but he would always and forever be my source of strength.......

I get it now, daddy, and I love you even more for it - thank you for being so patient with me, and for trusting me so fully, that I would never ever give up.....that I would continue to press forward. Thank you!!! I am giving him all the glory - he created me that way.....he had and still has a purpose for me, and he knew, without a shadow of a doubt, that I would not cave in......he has always seen my full potential and not my flaws and failures - I can assure you, there is many.....

He believed in me, and I could rise to the challenge, because he lives in me - without him, in my own little strength, I couldn't have done it.....thank you, Jesus (aka #loverofmysoul) - you are the absolute greatest beloved, lover and friend!!! I can't wait to meet you face to face......here or there - your timing is right for me.......always and forever, you are in each and everyone around me, and you have shown me how much you love me......I will forever trust you.

Amen - faithfully yours in Christ forever